Insomniac
Time for insomniactic rambles. Fun. My body is exhausted but my brain won’t go to sleep, which is frustrating cause I have to wake up early. My room is fantastic, but not very sound (or light) proof at all. The street lights light my room at night and sometimes the sounds from outside my room drive me crazy. I end up turning on my music just to drown out the other stuff. I don’t know how adding more sound is suppose to help me go to sleep. Maybe it’s just the fact that all the other sounds are not quite distinct enough or something.
Only 2.5 more weeks to go! I like having plans for the next three weekends, it gives me things to look forward to at the end of my week. In my tossing and turning my brain keeps repeating things to me. Things like how awesome it will be to spend September drawing. And to have 3 day weekends all next quarter. Theoretically, it should make life better, although it’s already pretty good as is…
Aside from being tired half the time I’m awake. This drives me crazy cause it doesn’t seem quite fair. I think my body is just demanding. I mean, I let it lay around for hours (maybe 6-7 a day…) and it still just wants to just lay around when I’m suppose to be using it to be productive. And I feel bad when I’m hanging out with people trying to be social but all I really want to do is sleep cause it makes me feel like a drag to be around or something.
Also, I’m working on making my 43 Things. So far, I’ve only got 4 cause it’s late and I’m tired. But tomorrow will be a day of goal making. I put learning japanese on there even though I’m kind of in the process cause it’s something I’ve been wanting to do for years, and I think after this quarter, I should have mastered it enough to be able to check that off.