taihen des yo
It seems like lately I’m making way more choices than usual, and it seems that I conciously choose to make bad choices, constantly. I guess it’s my “feeling > reasoning” mindset. Not like inherently “bad” choices, but things that make me feel guilty about afterwards. Like when things I should be doing are constantly being trumped by things I feel like doing. But at the same time I don’t think I’m doing enough of what I want to be doing. I guess the scapegoat is Japanese class, but I dunno, maybe it’s just cause I’m crazy and my priorities are messed up. I wish this was more coherent, but I’m getting sleepy…
Although, in other news, it seems that this is the month for people wanting me to do freelance-type stuff for them. Kind of weird, cause I’m not actively looking for any extra work… people just keep offering it to me, which is cool. I guess that’s a good sign.